Why Do I Hurt The Ones I care...

I always wonder why I shout only to whom I care a lot.. Whom I Love... Most of the time without any apparent or sufficient reasons. WHY ????

I know that every moment of my life I can neither be happy nor cool. But instead of fixing what is screwing me up, why am I shouting or hurting the ones I value... Is it because they are a soft target or is it because I am too coward to fix the things that went wrong... I know that however bad I hurt, they will not abandon me. But that will not give me the license to hurt them. They do not deserve the pain...

It pains to see them suffers because of me... I know I hurt you... All I can say that I didn't mean it. I know I shouldn't have done that. I promise I will be careful with what I do or speak.

Now please accept my apologies....
It hurts me too....

Good Bye Keycee's...

So, that's it. Another restaurant is being closed because the lease expired. Last time it was Indian Coffee House on MG Road, but they managed to find another place nearby.

Keycee's the hot spot of many techies in the Church Street area is being closed this saturday ( April 03 ). It was a kind of place you can have food daily without burning your pocket.

Sadly, I discovered the Keycee's meals is better than the one I used to have only last week. Now I need to go back to my old place or find somewhere else. I doubt whether at the price Keycee's served me meals, anybody else will do.

I liked idli, kesari and dosa there.

Thank you for being what you were. Good Luck guys.

Self Made

This blog is dedicated to all who made their life themselves. Who can be called Self Made.

No, I am not among them. My life is gifted, every moment of it. From my birth, to my education everything was planned by my parents. And they were there to make sure that my every step is smooth.

I know a few people who made their life all by their own. My father is my favorite example, my hero. The family was mainly surviving on farming. He and his brothers needed to do the work at field before going to school. And the school was far and they needed to go on foot. Lazy to do the hardwork, all his brothers quit school to start business of their own. My dad must have felt bad to see them earning while he was studying. He went on to complete his diploma and joined government service too.

After a while I guess everybody recognised the value of the effort he made. Now after retiring he is leading a lazy life and he is getting a steady income by pension. ( I didn't like the idea because my parents, both are getting pension, and are not at all dependent on me. They proudly say that till the last day government will pay for their expense ).

I know a friend of mine who made her way up in life. Because of dad's income not sufficient for supporting family and ailing mother, she joined work early. Grabbed the first opportunity that came to her, not thinking about how to make a good career. Still, because of her hard work and dedication, she moved up in the career and now in a good post. That too supporting her father and family. I was so moved by her story that I started looking at my life seriously and trying to plan my days and life !!! I respect and thank her for that.

Recently I met someone who made his life. Though lost his parents at young age, he managed to complete his studies and joined a job. Now he is doing higher education part time. When talking to him, I was feeling very shaking. No I don't have any sympathy to him that he lost his parents. I feel sorry for that, but I was shaking because I was facing someone who is a winner in life. Though we can feel sorrow just skin deep when we meet him, he always keep a smile and his head high. I respect him for what he is. By choosing to live the life to be a winner, overcoming hurdles at every step, he proved his worth. May God bless him and shower blessings on him...

I am not feel like life was unfair to them or they were not lucky. Life wanted to trick with them, but they were smart enough to trick life back. Truly, we can say 'Hats off to you, guys'....