Rahman's New Album BLUE

Have you heard the new album by Rahman BLUE /?
It is good, but the Rahman touch is missing in many songs.
I hope he will never do another film for Akshay.
I read that guy will make the producer and music directors to tweak the songs for his fans...
I believe that's why Rahman is missing in many tracks.

It is a good one for Shreya Ghosal.
From the award winning song Anbe Vaa and Aye Bachu from Ghajini, we heard different Shreya with Rahman.
And here she has our songs, check them out.

My personal favorite is Bhoola Thujhe.
It is beautiful.
It will soon be in my dreamy songs :)


So listen to it and let it grow within.

I Love The Way I Am

I was a lot confused about my feelings, life, priorities, attitude, laws of life, outlook, the way I live etc till a couple of days back.
I was wondering whatever I thought right way to live, interact, love is proving wrong.
Unconditionality is a curse.
Selflessness is the biggest mistake and foolishness.
Do what you can, not expecting anything in return is good only in books.
I can live the way I want, and I will see that the world around me will accept it for it's novelty.


Now I am in a state where I need to reiterate life.
But then, I realize that how I was living was the perfect way to live too.
If someone is not understanding it or not accepting it as it is, it is their problem.
They either fail short to accept the fact or too jealous that they can not live the way I do...
So I need not change myself.

Last week I received a very special mail from someone not that special and was told how much I meant and why.
When there are people who accepts me and loves me the way I am, why I should change or even think of changing..

So people THIS IS ME.
Accept me as I am.
If you can't, don't get jealous, but let me continue being myself.


Hhhmm... I am much more happier now :)

Disconnectng.... in Progress....

Have you ever felt like being tied too much in relations...
I am feeling that now.
I guess I am being tied to a lot of poles than necessary.
Worst still, I am giving all the same care and passion.
NOT ANY MORE....
I am not here to love, care, pamper everybody.
I want to be lovely only to those I feel like my dearest of souls...


I live in a dream world.
Though only a handful, I really cherish the ones with me.
And I want them to be so good and loving forever with me..
NOT ANY MORE....
Of course, I am still in my dream world.
But the handful of people.. I think they outnumber the time or care I can give.. ;)
So I am in a process of disconnecting.
Only very few I would keep with me...
When it is a lot, it is difficult to keep the expectations and commitments.
So only those I can never part, will remain in my dream world.


I already removed a lot few friends from my Orkut list..
It is still in progress.
But that is not really what I meant by disconnecting.
It is much more than that...
Cause I don't want anymore shattering to my dream world.
I can not afford it...